He is back!!

Nov 13, 2008 at 11:08 PM
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NOT the thief y'all! Calm down..

SPA man just arrived today from somewhere (work thingy). So.. we were talking about our 'date'. Okay, not a date. It's just going to be a casual outing, I hope. But I think I like him. Definitely not the first time you heard me saying that. But hey, it wasn't my fault when I ALWAYS like someone and then that someone just does not have the same feeling. OR vise versa. Please God. Not this time. Not him. Coz I REALLY LIKE HIM. This time is for sure.

He has everything that I want from a guy. Like EVERYTHING. It took me a long time to finally moved on from my previous relationship.. 2 years I think. And of course, many rebound guys. The last guy that I dated was a teacher but I didn't see it going anywhere.

I am 22 now. 22 going on 30. Therefore, I need to start seeing someone already. Knowing him will take awhile.. And just incase this one doesn't work, it wont be too late for me to find the replacement. Don't judge yet! I am not as bad as you thought. I want a real life. I want a husband who loves me. I want to have white+Brunei wedding and then have babies. At least I have a reason why I have a beer-belly. Some people are lucky to find their lifetime partner straight after uni and then get married at the age of 26-27. And then a child by 29. Simple huh. But some are just less fortunate.

So, let's just keep our fingers crossed. I really don't want to spoil it this time. I will keep on being myself but sometimes I just scare them. It's hard to be a 'queen' you know! But I am sure SPA man is a no ordinary man.. He is the King! Haha..yea yea,.. I am soo perasan!

-B

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