2 posts tagged “ex”

Yes! WHY? I'm so mad! - At myself. Why would I ever want to talk to a person who hurt me the most! I shouldn't say hi to him at the first place. I picked a fight on him last week and we were not talking after that. I thought that was a good idea to say goodbye to each other. Yes, it WAS a final goodbye.. Not until today when I saw him on msn.. I clicked on him and said "so, you are not talking to me anymore?" WTF!!!!! If I could turn back the time..yea..that phrase is shit.. Only stupid people like me will say that.. I'm pissed! I seriously should have thought about it...WISELY! Again, stupid thing to say..

Mr Prada thought I was "away"...Yea right..what a lame excuse~ So, we ended up talking about Cat.. I know he uhmm..likes her? *I hate to admit it* He was on my side because I am the ex girlfriend. BUT I know he likes her because I KNOW. And he did say something that actually made me gone mad. He said "if, we were a couple (as in with Cat)..." and i was like "STOP!!!" How could he say that? After what she has done to me? Ok, not me.. To Ali? Ok, Ali has nothing to do with him actually, then why should he be bothered anyway? But I got affected remember? That's my whole point.. Eeeee....

Oh, Ali reminds me of my new housemateS (she and the bf) who will be moving in tomorrow.. Yay! Ok, i shouldn't be too happy about it..Let's just stay modest..Coz i don't want things like Ali and Cat to happen again this time..No good.. So, alright.. These new housemates are from Letvia.. The gf is very nice.. (i think she is young) the bf is..oh man!!! I want to be in a relationship NOW.. Enough said. I just hope they don't make too much noise coz the walls are VERY thin.. Believe it or not.. we can hear almost everything! That reminds me of DQ. And my last year's house mate, Mickey thought that Brova was hammering. U know when the bed keeps on knowing the wall? It does make a hammering sound innit? HAHAHA..What a mickey he is.. LOL.

So where were we? Oh, the walls! Yes, Ali complained about it coz our neighbour just can't stop yelling at his kids.. That is one of his good reason to move out.. Talking about  WHY he moved out.. The Letvian girl asked Ali and he replied "My GF. I'm moving in with her..." My jaw was WIDE opened! N i was trying sooo hard to not laugh at him..Cos seriously Al, that was hilarious..looking at ur don't-tell-them-the-truth face almost made me burst into laughter.. Hehe..sorry mate, I'm not being mean..but I was just shocked.. It makes me wonder - Why that reason? Hehe..ok, drop it already..

Back to my story earlier.. Now tell me how to end this relationship? I don't think it's a good idea to be friends anymore. My ex and I can't go out like friends. Correction - friends with benefits actually. Nasty innit? Tell me I'm a fool. Anyone?

Something else today- Ms Posh texted me. Seriously, that girl has gone heave duty! And she is like head over heels with Law. Imagine, at Law School on a Saturday? I bet she is going to be a great lawyer. And me? What did i do today? EAT like there is no food tomorrow.. Hahah.. N Ms Posh said "You and ur food Lai!!" Kekeke..That girl knows that i looove food. Oh, i miss her.. I never talked about her but let me say it here.. U will never asked for a better companion when she is around. 2 more years and we'll be colleagues. Amin~ And yes, I'm glad to know that.. Gonna visit her soon.. Did i mention that i miss her? But this time..it's like really... :(

Just finished watching "I think I love my wife" It's pretty good. Very funny. Though it is predictable I think what makes it different is it has a few touches of pure human emotion; the kind every married couple can relate to.

I have to admit that Chris Rock isn't quite a natural actor. Well, I should give him some credit for making me laugh at times. But, to be frank, he uses the same pursed facial expressions to convey lust, fear, guilt, and etc. Which is yet to be improved. Watch it and you be the judge.

I think I love my wife

Why I think it's a good movie?

It gives me a picture of how it is like to be married. Will you be happy forever with the man that u chose to live with? Does that mean we have to make sure that 'he is the one'? In the movie, Chris Rocks says "You know, some people say life is short and that you could get hit by a bus at any moment and that you have to live each day like it's your last. Bullshit. Life is long. You're probably not gonna get hit by a bus. And you're gonna have to live with the choices you make for the next fifty years"

I agree. If i go with 'life is short, live it well', I might not be single now. I would probably be married to the man that I love and have babies. Coz the fact that I'm all over him, I love him to death and the fear of losing him make me want to live with him forever. Now we broke up and there is nothing I can do about it. I can't turn back time. But the question is, will I be happy to be married to him? Is that a correct choice? If it is, I'm just one of the lucky girls coz if it's not, then i have to live with it for the next 50 years. - and regret.

In this movie, Nikki (Kerry Washington - She is damn HOT!!! ) decided to marry someone that she wasn’t in love with at that time, but thinking this was a decent guy who can be a good provider and maybe she'll fall in love with him eventually. Hmm...what do you think?

Sometimes, I do want to be that girl. Because, sometimes you just hate being the one who puts too much effort in a relationship and in the end when it didn't work , you are the one who suffer the most. So, why not marry a man that you never loved? Pray and hope that love with grow throughout the years? Oh, it's complicated huh. Never thought it will be.

This movie reminds me of something..Lastnight, i went on msn with my ex bf. He told me he is ready to open himself now. He wants a gf. I know he is lonely. He has been lonely when we were still together. And that is why we broke up. Coz the feeling just disappeared. I think if he has a gf who could be there for him, will help make him happier. Coz i failed to make him happy. I failed to maintain the relationship that was once strong. I failed to make a good girlfriend. But till now, I still love him and i have a secret hope to get back with him. But things are way too impossible. I've got no choice but to move on..

But hey, I might not get hit by a bus.. And I will live this life longer. Cat says " just get your power back from your ex". I think she is right. Why would i want to wait for him to say to me "I am getting married". That will hurt me even more. Oh this is totally random huh. I don't see any connection between my love story and the movie. DUH~

Anyway, you should watch this movie (if u haven't). Married men will especially love the humor. Married women will certainly love the insight into their husbands' psyche. To singles out there, if you are a man, u will then understand how tough it is to be a married man - it takes a great deal of preseverance. And if you are a woman, you will now realise just how easy it is to manipulate man in shackles. Get your lazy pillow now and sit infront of ur dvd and enjoy the movie..

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